Originally Posted by
Stephanie
And it feels strangely better to admit these things.
That I can sympathize with! I must say that in so many ways I see myself coming from the opposite end of things from you. I am far more likely to find blame in myself before others, even when it is obvious to all around me that it was not my doing. But the frustrations I feel are not all that different from yours really. And I do know for a fact that you are not as "bad" as you think...because there are plenty of people that have the same thoughts and just don't give a damn about it!
I usually don't post after you start a thread like this (or Chet and his own special flavors) because I think anything I have to say will sound like it came right out of Mayberry USA and make you want to puke. If so, vomit away! But I did want to say that I'm glad you are here practicing with us and that I gain knowledge, wisdom, and a better perspective on the human condition every time you post.
Thank you for that.
Gassho,
Dosho