
Originally Posted by
raindrop
The momentary satisfaction we can feel after an appetite is satisfied or a problem is solved, while temporarily freeing, is not --in my experience -- true peace of mind. Dukkha soon rears its lovely head again in another itch, another dissatisfactoriness, another desire. Focusing on the after-effect of problem-solving... less CMA... as the pathway to happiness is, I think, getting one’s feet tangled in the rigging. ... Thought is the natural activity of the human brain. It is, as you put it, the ‘tyranny’ of the thoughts, that enslaves us. Freedom exists, not in having fewer thoughts, or ‘purer’ thoughts, but in freeing ourselves from the enslavement to thoughts; the way we are fooled by them, drawn in, carried away from direct experience. The joke of it is, we are the ones holding the chain that keeps us captive! To me, real freedom is when all that CMA is running on, but you are not tyrannized or fooled by it. .... At the same time there is an expanded awareness that contains CMA and all the nonsense and bliss and suffering of this world, yet is not enslaved. A clear understanding and abiding with the true nature of things, an apprehension of wholeness, that makes the distinction between thought/no-thought irrelevant. Freedom from notions of duality. Even bliss/no-bliss is transcended. No need to chase happiness. Every waking moment already contains it. And suffering too, all at once. ...
The point is not to wrestle CMA to the ground, or burn it away, so we can then be happy. Shikantaza is not a thought-management system. Nor is it a method to transform suffering to bliss. It is a doorway, a window, a mirror, a path, a rocketship to freedom where all such distinction and striving falls away. We abide in our true and natural state with our actions arising accordingly.
Of course, this is only my subjective experience, and though it differs from yours a little, I’m not saying your experience is mistaken.