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Thread: A Message to Commence Ango 2020: "Tough and Relentless," "Relaxed" and "At Ease"

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    A Message to Commence Ango 2020: "Tough and Relentless," "Relaxed" and "At Ease"

    Dear All Ango and Jukai Participants,

    In some comments I spotted in a Facebook discussion of Zen retreats, some folks wrote that our Zazen practice must be "brutally tough and relentless," "requiring extraordinary effort" to let go of the illusion of self. We must struggle with hours of sitting, self-doubt, sometime discomfort, distractions and fatigue. Other folks commented that our practice is, to the contrary, to "just relax and let go," not "feeding the dragons" of struggle within.

    Who is right? Both, I feel!

    We are strong, unbending and straight, but our power comes in feeling as light, fluid and flowing as a breeze.

    In Shikantaza, all is just the same, two faces of a no sided coin! We are tough as iron by becoming gentle as lambs, fully determined but free of any struggle. We do not give up the fight, yet we never take up the fight nor put it down! The backbone is hard and determined by remaining soft and yielding.

    We certainly must devote "brutal and relentless energy" to this practice each day by day, and yet do so with such profound "non-effort," effortless-effort, doing-non-doing, that it feels precisely like "relaxing and letting go." There is no struggle even as we sometimes tough it out. Zazen is hard as nails within, yet with an attitude serene and non-striving. We are victorious because we drop the inner war, we are strong because we bend like bamboo in a storm. The fellow who insists on a heart filled with brutality, hardness and tension is making his own inner battles! The soft waters flow past the hardest stone, the gentle wind sails over the tallest mountain.

    In Shikantaza and in all of life, even in facing our greatest day-to-day challenges, be it long hours of sitting in Sesshin, raising kids at home while holding down two jobs, or the struggles of cancer treatment in a hospital, we effortlessly slip right through and past the formidable barriers ... even as the body might be swept with exhaustion, tears sometimes fall, doubts and fears want to play with the mind, When we relax, drop the resistance and fight, we slip right through the hardness without friction. Challenges become non-challenges. There is no tension, no striving, no fear, and thus we keep going, meeting every scary enemy as a friend ... even as we battle on.

    Yes, we must sometimes harden ourselves, be determined and courageous, face what scares us ... and yet the heart can be still and peaceful even as the sweat pours from our brow and the knees shake.

    This is what Master Dogen (himself no coward and lazy bones when it came to sitting and living! ) called the "Dharma Gate of Balanced Ease". If ever the "going gets tough" during Ango or Jukai, please just keep the attitude that the "mild get going" and, anyway, there is "no place to go!"

    Tigers on the outside, pussy cats within. Don't ever doubt how strong we "softies" can be!

    Gassho, Jundo

    (sorry, ran a little long)

    STLah
    Last edited by Jundo; 09-06-2020 at 12:51 AM.
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    This is a good pair with today's talk and great advice for this Ango.

    Gassho
    Sat today, lah
    求道芸化 Kyudo Geika
    I am just a priest-in-training, please do not take anything I say as a teaching.

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    Well said Jundo. Agree with Geika that this is a wonderful supplement to tonight's talk. Thank you!

    Gassho,
    Rob

    -stlah-

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    Kotei sat/lah today.
    古庭 KoTei / Ralf

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    Thank you Jundo, profoundly relevant and beautifully expressed as always.

    Gassho, Chris satlah

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    Bring it on hard and soft, not hard not soft. Thank you

    sat


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    Sei - Meticulous
    Shin - Heart

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    Sounds like walking the fine line between ying and yang. I really like it! Thank you the encouragement Jundo.

    Gassho, Tomás
    Sat

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    Thank you for this.

    Walking has become another painful (and necessary) challenge for me -- it is what it is.

    I like dragons, they're interesting company.

    Gassho, meian st

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    迷安 - Mei An - Wandering At Rest

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    Tairin
    Sat today and lah
    泰林 - Tai Rin - Peaceful Woods

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    thank you

    gassho

    risho
    -stlah

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    Gassho
    Jakuden
    SatToday
    清 道 寂田
    SEIDO JAKUDEN
    I am a novice priest. Any resemblance my posts may have to actual teachings about the Dharma, living or dead, is purely coincidental (and just my attempt to be helpful).

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    Gassho
    Nengei
    Sat today. LAH.

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    Totally agree, Jundo...thank you.
    When the string of a guitar is tuned too loose, it won't produce any sound at all, but when it's tuned too tight, it will surely break. So, one must tune it in a just balance.
    Let's stick to the Middle Way.

    Gassho.
    Hokin.
    ST&LAH.

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    Gassho,
    Washin
    sat/lah
    Kaido (有道) Every Way
    Washin (和信) Harmony Trust
    ----
    I am a novice priest-in-training. Anything what I say must not be considered as teaching
    and should be taken with a 'grain of salt'.

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    I think I will print this out and add it to my new briefcase "Ango inspiration" folder

    Gassho
    Jakuden
    SatToday
    清 道 寂田
    SEIDO JAKUDEN
    I am a novice priest. Any resemblance my posts may have to actual teachings about the Dharma, living or dead, is purely coincidental (and just my attempt to be helpful).

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    Wonderful, thank you!

    Gassho,

    Horin

    Stlah

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    There are so many simularities between my Zen practice and my Tai Chi practice.
    This is one more example. I can recommend both.
    Thank you Jundo, thank you all.

    Gassho/SatToday
    流道
    Ryū Dou

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