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Thread: June 12-13th, 2015 - Memorial Zazenkai with Yugen: HONORING REV. ZENSHIN TIM BUCKLEY

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    June 12-13th, 2015 - Memorial Zazenkai with Yugen: HONORING REV. ZENSHIN TIM BUCKLEY

    Dear All,

    Please join our SPECIAL MEMORIAL ZAZENKAI, led by our Yugen from Maine, in honor of someone who was his friend and mentor of many years, Rev. Zenshin "Tim" Buckley of the Great River Zendo, who left our visible world during the Spring. Rev. Buckley was a guide to Yugen and a friend of this Sangha.


    More about the life and character of Rev. Buckley is below in this thread.

    Please note that our Zazenkai will begin at the usual time, but may run 10 or 20 minutes longer than usual. The ZAZENKAI netcast will commence from Maine/New York 9pm, Los Angeles 6pm (Friday night), London 2am and Paris 3am (early Saturday morning). For those who cannot attend at that time, the Zazenkai is available to sit any time thereafter, and you are invited to join and sit with Yugen and all of us. The screen and link is here:



    To mark Rev. Buckley's passing, Yugen shall chant today the SHARIRAIMON (Verse of Homage to Buddha's Relics) (in Japanese ... the words are below if you wish to follow along) ... Otherwise, we shall continue in our usual way with the Heart Sutra in English and according to the schedule below. Shariraimon is the Verse that Master Ejo is said to have recited for Master Dogen upon his passing.

    OUR SITTING SCHEDULE IS AS FOLLOWS (AS MENTIONED, WE MAY RUN A LITTLE BIT LONGER):

    00:00 – 00:20 CEREMONY (HEART SUTRA in English/SHARIRAIMON in Japanese) and Dedication.
    00:20 – 00:45 ZAZEN
    00:45 – 00:55 KINHIN
    00:55 – 01:05 Words by Yugen about Tim
    01:05 – 01:35 ZAZEN
    01:35 – 01:40 FOUR VOWS, & VERSE OF ATONEMENT

    Verse of Homage to Buddha's Relics
    舎利礼文 (Shariraimon)


    一心頂禮
    IS-SHIN CHŌ RAI

    萬德圓滿
    MAN DOKU EN MAN

    釋迦如來
    SHA KA NYO RAI

    眞身舍利
    SHIN JIN SHA RI

    本地法身
    HON JI HŌS-SHIN

    法界塔婆
    HŌ KAI TŌ BA

    我等禮敬
    GA TŌ RAI KYŌ

    爲我現身
    I GA GEN SHIN

    入我我入
    NYŪ GA GA NYŪ

    佛加持故
    BUTSU KA JI KO

    我證菩提
    GA SHŌ BO DAI

    以佛神力
    I BUTSU JIN RIKI

    利益衆生
    RI YAKU SHU JŌ

    發菩提心
    HOTSU BO DAI SHIN

    修菩薩行
    SHU BO SATSU GYŌ

    同入圓寂
    DŌ NYŪ EN JAKU

    平等大智
    BYŌ DŌ DAI CHI

    今將頂禮
    KON JŌ CHŌ RAI

    * * *

    WITH WHOLEHEARTED REVERENCE WE BOW TO THE RELICS OF THE TRUE BODY OF THE TATHAGATA SHAKYAMUNI, WHO IS FULLY ENDOWED WITH MYRIAD VIRTUES;
    TO THE DHARMA BODY, WHICH IS THE FUNDAMENTAL GROUND; AND TO HIS STUPA, WHICH IS THE WHOLE UNIVERSE.
    WITH DEEP RESPECT WE VENERATE THE ONE WHO MANIFESTED A BODY FOR OUR SAKE.
    THROUGH THE SUSTAINING POWER OF THE BUDDHA, WHICH ENTERS US EVEN AS WE ENTER IT, WE VERIFY AWAKENING.
    BY MEANS OF THE BUDDHA’S SPIRITUAL POWER, WE BENEFIT LIVING BEINGS, AROUSE THE THOUGHT OF AWAKENING,
    CULTIVATE BODHISATTVA PRACTICE, AND TOGETHER ENTER PERFECT PEACE, THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE EQUALITY OF ALL THINGS.
    NOW LET US REVERENTLY BOW.

    Nine Bows, J
    Last edited by Jundo; 06-14-2015 at 12:23 AM.
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    The following is from the SFZC website ----

    Jokan Zenshin Thomas (Tim) Buckley: Zen Way, Yurok Way
    by Laura Burges


    Note: Tim Buckley, SFZC alumnus and an early student of Suzuki Roshi, passed away on April 17, 2015. This article about Tim originally appeared in Sangha News in April 2011. Tim was the leader of the Branching Streams affiliate Green River Zendo in West Bath, Maine.



    Thomas “Tim” Buckley, Jokan Zenshin, began sitting with Suzuki Roshi at Sokoji Temple in Japantown in 1965. He describes himself and his old friends from that time as a band of “street hippies and desperados.” Tim has been participating in the spring practice period at City Center and after sesshin he will return to his home in West Bath, Maine, where he now lives with his wife, Jorunn Jacobsen Buckley, a professor of religion at Bowdoin College. In January, after a long and colorful career as a cultural anthropologist specializing in the Yurok Indian people of Northern California, Tim received priest ordination with Reverend Peter Schneider, another Zen Center friend from the early days.

    Zen Center acquired Tassajara in 1967 and Tim was part of the first Zen Center summer guest season. He practiced at Zen Mountain Center for two years. “Suzuki Roshi asked me to ordain as a priest and stay at Zen Center but I said no. I wasn’t prepared at that young age to take on lifetime vows. Now that I look back, when I said ‘no’ to Suzuki Roshi, I think I really said ‘yes’.” Tim left Tassajara with Emily Bragdon. They married and had a son, Jesse, and later parted.

    After Suzuki Roshi died, Tim began studying with Harry Roberts. Among the Yurok people, adoption is a custom of aligning yourself with someone with whom you share a sense of kinship. Harry was born in 1906 and was adopted as a nephew by a highly trained Yurok man, Robert Frank Spott. Robert and his sister, Alice Frank Spott, had been adopted when they were children by a Captain Robert Spott, the headman of the town of Requa in Northern California on the Klamath River. Requa was an important trade town where river people and coast people of the Yurok tribe met. Robert Spott saw the potential in Harry, when Harry was just 11, to become a “high man,” a spiritual counselor and teacher, and he trained Harry for about 15 years in the ways of the Yurok action and knowledge. Later, Harry adopted Tim as his nephew. Tim felt a deep affinity for Harry, as he had for Suzuki Roshi, and treasures the time he spent with him.

    “Harry knew welding and blacksmithing, he knew how to plant redwoods, how to make duck egg custard, and how to tat a tea towel. He had that practical, botanical and horticultural knowledge that he shared with us at Green Gulch Farm. But he also had a profound spiritual understanding of the world. He taught me to be a man. For Yuroks, that is the first thing you need to do if you are a male person. That is what you need to learn before you can take on any higher men’s spiritual training. First, you have to know who you are.

    “Harry taught me that human beings are born afraid and that a big part of training is to develop physical and spiritual confidence. Babies are born with the innate ability to acquire language. They are born with a sucking reflex, so that they can take nourishment. And they are born with a fear of falling, a fear of being dropped. So we have a proclivity for fear. In order to grow up, to be a whole person, we need to render that fear irrelevant. Harry’s central teaching was, ‘Pay attention, from moment to moment. Get ego and desire out of the way.’ This is really important in hunting and gathering societies. And of course it is also central to our Buddhist practice.

    “What does it mean to be a ‘man,’ pegerk? It means to become an independent person that others can depend on, whether you are male or female. Alice Spott was considered ‘a real man,’ numi pegerk. These things should also happen in serious Zen training. Not a blustery egoistic confidence, but confidence and trust in our Buddha nature. Harry and the old people trusted the original condition of the world, what he called ‘Beauty.’ We could call it, ‘That which is,’ or, ‘All of it.’”

    Harry Roberts encouraged Tim to become an anthropologist. Having studied Asian Art and Buddhism at Harvard as an undergraduate, Tim entered the University of Chicago where he received his PhD in cultural anthropology.

    “It was at that time that I took ownership of my intellect. I admitted that I loved to read, to argue closely, and to write,” he says.

    He began his formal doctoral research with the Yurok in 1978. He has been active in that community for over 30 years, first as a researcher, and now as a friend and family member of the tribe. Tim taught anthropology and American Indian studies for many years at the University of Massachusetts in Boston, and he is also a gifted photographer. When he returns to Maine, he intends to create a small community zendo in his home.

    Tim says it is important to recognize that each path is unique and has its own integrity. At the same time, he sees a resonance between Buddhism and the Yurok way, especially in ceremonial life. His Buddhist training helped Tim understand the Yurok elders in a way that sometimes surprised them.

    “If you are committed to the Dharma, you’ve already moved away from a European world view, a Christian world view. You have begun to see the world in a way that isn’t characteristic of those cultures. I grew up in a strict Episcopalian family, a very conservative war-torn family. Given the circumstances of my childhood, ‘The First Noble Truth’ didn’t come as a surprise to me. I became interested in studying Buddhism when I was about 17 and never stopped. Now I don’t think in terms of reconciling being a Buddhist priest with the great privilege I feel in having been able to be a witness to Yurok life. This is just my life.”

    Tim (Thomas Buckley) published Blood Magic, a book he edited with Alma Gottlieb, in 1988, in which he explored women’s menstrual rituals and practices. It was an important book in that it blew the lid off theories of menstrual “taboos” in the field of anthropology. “I was afraid that Yurok women might tease me to death about taking up this topic but they were grateful that someone was interested in their lives.” His book Standing Ground came out in 2002 and focused on Yurok men’s and women’s spiritual training.

    “Harry taught us that when we walk, we can feel the earth pushing back, supporting us. We talk about loving the earth. But we can also feel the earth loving us. Pay attention. Pay attention to the stability and the reliability of the earth. You can say ‘love.’ Harry would never use that word. But I use it.”

    http://blogs.sfzc.org/blog/2015/04/2...y-republished/



    Last edited by Jundo; 06-12-2015 at 04:42 AM.
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    It will be an honour to be there live, thank you Yugen. =)

    Deep bows
    Shingen

    #sattoday

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    Dear Yugen and Jundo,

    I am sad I won't be able to participate live to honour this teacher and friend.
    I will be leaving town very early Saturday morning to travel a day to visit a friend in hospital.
    Will be sitting with you on Sunday.

    Gassho,
    Danny
    #sattoday

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    I also will be unable to attend live this time. I will be at the 17th Hoji (Memorial Service) for my wife's late father. They are Nichiren Buddhists, so the ceremony will be held at their family temple in their hometown.

    I will sit this later this weekend.

    Gassho, Jundo
    Last edited by Jundo; 06-14-2015 at 12:25 AM.
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    By the way, the following information is from the Soto-shu in Japan on Hoji/Memorial Services, from their web page. The writer is Issho Fujita, a Soto-shu priest very active in the West. It is a traditional interpretation, of course, with mixtures of Zen, Shinto, Pure Land Buddhism, orthodox views of rebirth, and traditional Chinese-Japanese "Ancestor Veneration" ... It speaks of "souls" (probably better translated as the person's "spirit", although still ambiguous from a strictly Buddhist perspective) and the "Pure Land" (not a typical focus of most Zen Teachings) and such, so you can see how mixed up things are in Japan when it comes to this!

    It is very much the same in the Nichiren Sect for my father-in-law, and in all the Buddhist schools of Japan.

    Let me say that our Memorial Service today at Treeleaf is --not-- all this ... but then again, I leave it to all our hearts as to what it means.

    Gassho, J

    Hoji (memorial services) by Issho Fujita

    Hoji, literally translated as "dharma event", is an important Buddhist practice to commemorate a deceased person and to pray sincerely for the repose of his or her soul. It also provides a wonderful opportunity for surviving family and friends to reconfirm human ties which the departed brought about, to realize that they owe much to the deceased, to renew their gratitude to him or her and to deeply reflect upon themselves in connection with him or her.

    It is believed that these hoji services will increase the merit of the deceased person so that he/she will be reborn in the pure land. Therefore these hoji are sometimes called tsuizen-kuyo (later-practice of offering goodness). In Jucchikyo (Daśabhūmika-sūtra, "The Sutra of Ten Grounds") three kinds of offering are taught: (a) offerings of incense, flowers, food, candlelight, etc.; (b) offerings of praise and reverence (by chanting sutras and worshipping the Buddha and his teaching); (c) offerings of right conduct (by practicing the Buddha’s way and living a wholesome life).

    After the Buddha entered into the nirvana, Buddhist monks did a ceremony of doing gassho and making prostrations in front of the stupa where his relics were placed. This commemorative ritual of reverence is the origin of hoji.

    Nowadays in Japan after a funeral is held, hoji is performed every seven days after the day of death, seven times altogether. These memorial services are called kinichihoyo. This is based on the ancient Indian idea that the soul of the deceased would stay in an intermediary realm (chuin, or chuu in Japanese) for 49 days after death, wandering between this world and the next. Each period of seven days marks a gradual loosening of the connection with this world and on the 49th day the deceased is reborn according to his/her karmic retribution.

    Dogen Zenji wrote in Shobogenzo Doshin (Heart of the Way),
    "…When you leave this life, and before you enter the next life, there is a place called an intermediary realm. You stay there for seven days. You should resolve to keep chanting the names of the three treasures without ceasing while you are there. After seven days, you die into another intermediary realm and remain there for no more than seven by seven days (49 days)...."

    Through a funeral ceremony, a deceased person is made to take refuge in the Budhha, Dharma and the Sangha and to become an ordained Buddhist. And then while being in an intermediary realm, the deceased one devotes oneself to Buddhist practices under the protection of many buddhas. Family members and friends also support and encourage the deceased to diligently practice the Dharma by observing hoji every seven days. This is also a period of time for the bereaved family to mourn the loss, gradually coming to terms with it, and to regain a sense of peace.

    There are also further memorial services after the 49th day, such as the service on the 100th day, the 1st year, 3rd year, 7th, 13th, 17th, 23rd, 27th, and 33rd year. These anniversary memorial services are called nenkihoyo. They are performed in order to support the deceased who have already gone to the pure land to continue walking on the path of the Buddha. Normally the 33rd year (sometimes 37th, or 50th year) is the last (tomuraiage, "end of mourning"), marking the time when the individual deceased is thought to have become absorbed into the general ancestral spirit. It means that the spirit is gradually purified by the power of tsuizen-kuyo, eventually loses its individuality and becomes a full blown bodhisattava (in Buddhism) or a guardian god (in Shinto).

    When we pray for the happiness of a deceased person even after the death and accumulate the goodness by performing hoji (tsuizen-kuyo), it will eventually bring happines to ourselves and our family members who are still alive in this world. Thus through observing hoji, the living and the dead can influence and help each other. Of course it is possible only when we do it for real. We must not make light of the power of these rituals.
    http://global.sotozen-net.or.jp/eng/...ve/201111.html
    Last edited by Jundo; 06-12-2015 at 07:43 AM.
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    Kyotai
    Guest
    Apologies Yugen, as I will not be able to attend in person.

    Gassho, Kyotai
    Sat today

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    I'll be here/there. Thank you Jundo and Yugen

    Gassho
    Daizan

    sat drifty zzzzzzzazen

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    I will be here.

    Gassho,
    Dosho

    Sat today

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    Ill be thinking of you Yugen and Jundo, and will sit the session this week.

    Gassho,
    Geoff.SatToday
    Nothing to do? Why not Sit?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jundo View Post
    I also will be unable to attend live this time. I will be at the 13th Hoji (Memorial Service) for my wife's late father. They are Nichiren Buddhists, so the ceremony will be held at their family temple in their hometown.

    I will sit this later this weekend.

    Gassho, Jundo
    We will be sitting with you and your family as well Jundo.

    Deep bows
    Shingen

    #sattoday

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    I will be there Sunday morning.

    _/\_
    Ade

    Sat today

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    Hi Yugen.

    I will pay my respects sitting Saturday Morning.

    Gassho,

    Kyonin
    #SatToday
    Hondō Kyōnin
    奔道 協忍

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    Just by coincidence I am reading Crooked Cucumber:The Life and Teachings of Shunryu Suzuki and I see some of the photos used in the book were shot by Tim. I will have to catch the recorded version.

    Gassho,
    Jisen/BrianW

    Sat2Day

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    Participating.


    Gassho
    Myosha sat today
    "Recognize suffering, remove suffering." - Shakyamuni Buddha when asked, "Uhm . . .what?"

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    Joyo
    Guest
    We are having a thunderstorm right now. It is beautiful and we so need the rain, but I can't sit with my laptop plugged in. I will still sit tonight in honour of Tim, and for respect for Yugen, but it this weather keeps up, I'll have to sit without logging on to google. Love and metta to all.

    Gassho,
    Joyo
    sat today

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    Present

    Gassho
    Meishin

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    See you all soon.
    Gassho,
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    He/him. As a novice priest-in-training, this is simply an expression of my opinion. Please take it with a grain of salt.

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    Dear Yugen,

    I will be there with you this evening (morning here), but won't be 2-way as I have a respiratory infection and won't be able to sit live lest I be spluttering into a handkerchief for the duration! Rest assured I will be following the proceedings; I would not miss this opportunity to honor your friend and mentor.

    Gassho,
    Bryson

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    Gassho and thank you Yugen, Sangha,... deep bows.


    Daizan

    sat today

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    Yugen,

    Thank you for that wonderful tribute to Rev. Zenshin!

    Gassho,
    Bryson

    -sat today-

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    Thank you Yugen, Jundo, Zenshin, Shugen, and all of you ... wonderful to sit and practice with you all each and every moment. =) Have a great weekend.

    Gassho
    Shingen

    #sattoday

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    Treeleaf Unsui / Engineer Sekishi's Avatar
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    Thank you all for your practice. Lovely and direct talk Yugen.

    Nine bows,
    Sekishi

    #sattoday
    sekishi
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    He/him. As a novice priest-in-training, this is simply an expression of my opinion. Please take it with a grain of salt.

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    Good weekend to all.

    Gassho, Jishin, _/st\_

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    Much gratitude.

    Gassho
    Meishin
    Sat today

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    Thank you everyone, so nice to sit with you tonight. Yugen you're talk was very moving, thank you.

    Gassho,

    Shoka
    sattoday

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    Thanks to all.


    Gassho
    Myosha sat today
    "Recognize suffering, remove suffering." - Shakyamuni Buddha when asked, "Uhm . . .what?"

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    Thank you all for your practice.

    Thank you Yugen for your kindness and a wonderful talk.

    Gassho,

    Shugen

    #sattoday
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    June 12-13th, 2015 - Memorial Zazenkai with Yugen: HONORING REV. ZENSHIN TIM ...

    I'd like to thank you all for sitting with me.

    Shoka,thank you for coming. Didn't see you in the screen, my apologies.

    Dosho, thank you for making it possible for me to work the hangout (and reminding me to turn it off!)

    Shingen and Shugen, thank you for your steady support. Shugen, you made me look good tonight.

    Anshu, I'm glad to know you were there. I hope you feel better. You and Tim would really hit it off I'm sure.

    Jishin and Meishin, your presence and wisdom ground us. Thank you for supporting us.

    Sekishi and Daizan, I'm looking g forward to walking the path with you.

    Jiken, I'm honored you joined us. Thank you.

    Jundo, thank you for being my teacher and allowing me to explore and journey.

    To all, thank you and practice well. Don't waste any time.

    Deep bows
    Yugen


    sat2day
    Last edited by Yugen; 06-13-2015 at 05:33 PM.

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    Thank you, Yugen for your wonderful, touching talk.
    Glad to feel a little about Tim's path even over here, now.
    Gassho,
    Ralf sattoday.

    義道 冴庭 / Gidō Kotei.
    Being a novice priest doesn't mean that my writing about the Dharma is more substantial than yours. Actually, it might well be the other way round.

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    Beautifully done my friend...you did Tim proud, I'm quite sure.

    Deepest bows.

    Gassho,
    Dosho

    Sat today

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    Yugen,

    It was my honor.

    Gassho

    Jiken

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    June 12-13th, 2015 - Memorial Zazenkai with Yugen: HONORING REV. ZENSHIN TIM ...

    Thanks everyone & thank you for your words, Yugen. I didn't know of Tim before news of his passing, but I I feel I know him a little now.

    _/\_
    Ade

    Sat today
    Last edited by adrianbkelly; 06-14-2015 at 08:57 AM.

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    Hi everyone.

    Just sat zazenkai thinking about Tim and all the teachers who have precede us. With total respect and gratitude.

    Thank you Yugen.

    Gassho,

    Kyonin
    #SatToday
    Hondō Kyōnin
    奔道 協忍

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    Yugen and Shugen and everyone,

    thank you very much.

    Yugen, may I ask about one word, do you say "own" or "hold" the "integrity of your own practice"?
    I am not sure I hear it right, and I feel the need to write it down.
    Could you please correct me?

    Deep bows,
    Danny
    #sattoday

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    Hi Danny,
    "Own the integrity of your practice"

    Take responsibility for the direction and character of your practice. It is your and no one else's. Don't let anyone else tell you what you are or there is only one way to do this correctly. You will find this in your own heart and in a practice community you feel at home in.

    Deep bows
    Yugen


    sat2day

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    Thanks, Yugen.

    I got the meaning, just wanted to be sure of the exact words.

    It seems to be one of the topics I let myself be followed by.

    In the fractions between heartbeats, we are free, and completely ourselves, and noone.
    Ringing a bell, that's where things get complicated.

    Deep bows, to you and your mentor Tim,
    Danny
    #sattoday

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    Sitting this one now.

    Gassho,
    Matt

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    Kyotai
    Guest
    Wonderful Yugen. Much respect for Tim. I walked away from your talk with some wisdom you shared.

    Gassho, Kyotai
    Sat today

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    One thing, don't waste any time. I've heard that in Zen circles for a long time. But hearing you say it, Yugen, it struck me like a blow in the gut. Always before it was don't waste time in the future, as in make good plans and follow through. But suddenly I got it that the time I dare not waste is precisely now. This moment. Don't be thinking about where I'm going next, what I'm about to experience, my hopes and dreams and fears. Don't waste this moment because it's not going to return. Feeling that, really feeling that, was like a light breaking through. Not so much emotional, as suddenly a principle in math that had previously been obscure was now simple and obvious. I am immensely grateful.

    Gassho
    Meishin
    Sat today

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    June 12-13th, 2015 - Memorial Zazenkai with Yugen: HONORING REV. ZENSHIN TIM ...

    Quote Originally Posted by Meishin View Post
    One thing, don't waste any time. I've heard that in Zen circles for a long time. But hearing you say it, Yugen, it struck me like a blow in the gut. Always before it was don't waste time in the future, as in make good plans and follow through. But suddenly I got it that the time I dare not waste is precisely now. This moment. Don't be thinking about where I'm going next, what I'm about to experience, my hopes and dreams and fears. Don't waste this moment because it's not going to return. Feeling that, really feeling that, was like a light breaking through. Not so much emotional, as suddenly a principle in math that had previously been obscure was now simple and obvious. I am immensely grateful.

    Gassho
    Meishin
    Sat today
    Deep bows Meishin,

    You help keep this teaching alive for me as well today, right now.

    Yugen


    sat2day
    Last edited by Yugen; 06-15-2015 at 06:43 PM.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Meishin View Post
    One thing, don't waste any time. I've heard that in Zen circles for a long time. But hearing you say it, Yugen, it struck me like a blow in the gut. Always before it was don't waste time in the future, as in make good plans and follow through. But suddenly I got it that the time I dare not waste is precisely now. This moment. Don't be thinking about where I'm going next, what I'm about to experience, my hopes and dreams and fears. Don't waste this moment because it's not going to return. Feeling that, really feeling that, was like a light breaking through. Not so much emotional, as suddenly a principle in math that had previously been obscure was now simple and obvious. I am immensely grateful.

    Gassho
    Meishin
    Sat today
    Lovely, lovely!

    This should to be engraved in all our hearts.

    Gassho, J

    SatToday
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    Quote Originally Posted by Meishin View Post
    One thing, don't waste any time. I've heard that in Zen circles for a long time. But hearing you say it, Yugen, it struck me like a blow in the gut. Always before it was don't waste time in the future, as in make good plans and follow through. But suddenly I got it that the time I dare not waste is precisely now. This moment. Don't be thinking about where I'm going next, what I'm about to experience, my hopes and dreams and fears. Don't waste this moment because it's not going to return. Feeling that, really feeling that, was like a light breaking through. Not so much emotional, as suddenly a principle in math that had previously been obscure was now simple and obvious. I am immensely grateful.

    Gassho
    Meishin
    Sat today
    I also agree with Yugen and Jundo on this one ... A truly beautiful expression. =)

    Deep bows
    Shingen

    #sattoday

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    Thank you Yugen - I will sit with this during the week.

    What a rich and fascinating life your friend and mentor lived.

    Gassho

    Willow

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    June 12-13th, 2015 - Memorial Zazenkai with Yugen: HONORING REV. ZENSHIN TIM ...

    Dear all,
    A postscript - I went to the Memorial Service for Tim on Sunday - organized by his friend Kotatsu John Bailes. Tim's teacher Yozen Peter Schneider came out from California, Myozen Jane Amaral, Dosho Port, and Tetsugan Zummach were also present.

    It was an emotional gathering. What impressed me most was the love expressed for Tim, with full acceptance and recognition of the fact that he was a difficult and complicated person. What made Tim so gifted and relevant as a teacher and friend was that he did not hide this, but instead made it the fabric of his practice - a very rich practice. He encouraged me, challenged me, to embrace my own difficult and complicated life - he welcomed me unconditionally (and there were rough spots in our relationship) - to this extent we can say we are all difficult and complicated - and our practice has enough depth to embrace this - it does not undo the difficulty or complication or make it go away - but allows us to face it and live gracefully with our own complicated selves.

    The spirit of equanimity and reconciliation at this service was remarkable - in the end all things are resolved and return to the origin, to the great essence. Peter Schneider was remarkably welcoming to me - I reintroduced myself (we had met at the Great River Zendo dedication several years ago) and reminded him I was Jundo's student - he commented favorably about Treeleaf. He told me Tim had spoken to him about us.... Peter insisted I wear my Kesa and join the gathering. It was an important coming together.

    Thank you all again.

    Deep bows
    Yugen


    sat2day
    Last edited by Yugen; 06-16-2015 at 02:22 PM.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Yugen View Post
    Dear all,
    A postscript - I went to the Memorial Service for Tim on Sunday - organized by his friend Kotatsu John Bailes. Tim's teacher Yozen Peter Schneider came out from California, Myozen Jane Amaral, Dosho Port, and Tetsugan Zummach were also present.

    It was an emotional gathering. What impressed me most was the love expressed for Tim, with full acceptance and recognition of the fact that he was a difficult and complicated person. What made Tim so gifted and relevant as a teacher and friend was that he did not hide this, but instead made it the fabric of his practice - a very rich practice. He encouraged me, challenged me, to embrace my own difficult and complicated life - he welcomed me unconditionally (and there were rough spots in our relationship) - to this extent we can say we are all difficult and complicated - and our practice has enough depth to embrace this - it does not undo the difficulty or complication or make it go away - but allows us to face it and live gracefully with our own complicated selves.

    The spirit of equanimity and reconciliation at this service was remarkable - in the end all things are resolved and return to the origin, to the great essence. Peter Schneider was remarkably welcoming to me - I reintroduced myself (we had met at the Great River Zendo dedication several years ago) and reminded him I was Jundo's student - he commented favorably about Treeleaf. He told me Tim had spoken to him about us.... Peter insisted I wear my Kesa and join the gathering. It was an important coming together.

    Thank you all again.

    Deep bows
    Yugen


    sat2day
    I'm very glad you were able to go.

    Thank you Yugen

    Gassho,

    Shugen

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  47. #47
    Quote Originally Posted by Yugen View Post
    Dear all,
    A postscript - I went to the Memorial Service for Tim on Sunday - organized by his friend Kotatsu John Bailes. Tim's teacher Yozen Peter Schneider came out from California, Myozen Jane Amaral, Dosho Port, and Tetsugan Zummach were also present.

    It was an emotional gathering. What impressed me most was the love expressed for Tim, with full acceptance and recognition of the fact that he was a difficult and complicated person. What made Tim so gifted and relevant as a teacher and friend was that he did not hide this, but instead made it the fabric of his practice - a very rich practice. He encouraged me, challenged me, to embrace my own difficult and complicated life - he welcomed me unconditionally (and there were rough spots in our relationship) - to this extent we can say we are all difficult and complicated - and our practice has enough depth to embrace this - it does not undo the difficulty or complication or make it go away - but allows us to face it and live gracefully with our own complicated selves.

    The spirit of equanimity and reconciliation at this service was remarkable - in the end all things are resolved and return to the origin, to the great essence. Peter Schneider was remarkably welcoming to me - I reintroduced myself (we had met at the Great River Zendo dedication several years ago) and reminded him I was Jundo's student - he commented favorably about Treeleaf. He told me Tim had spoken to him about us.... Peter insisted I wear my Kesa and join the gathering. It was an important coming together.

    Thank you all again.

    Deep bows
    Yugen


    sat2day
    Thank you Yugen for this update and I too am very happy you went ... it also makes me happy to hear of the warm and open presences of all. =)

    Deep bows
    Shingen

    #sat today

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    Thank you Yugen for sharing this Zazenkai and your words.

    Deep bows,
    Nindo

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