time and attainment do not matter
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The most important aspect of Shikantaza is to sit and attain the feeling, deep in the bones, that "time and attainment do not matter." All is attained in the moment of just allowing this moment of just allowing, free of attaining. It is not voiced, not a thought particularly, and is just a feeling of profound conviction coming from somewhere that "time and attainment do not matter."
Now, Shikantaza is a strange animal:
How much time is needed to attain the feeling that "time and attainment do not matter?"
Some folks need 30 minutes to truly attain the feeling that "time and attainment do not matter." Some folks need 15 minutes of sitting. For other folks, even 3 days is not enough sometimes. Other days (each day is unique), it may take only a snap of the fingers to attain the feeling that "time and attainment do not matter." That's how much time it takes to attain "time and attainment do not matter."
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Most important point: "time and attainment do not matter."
Gassho, J
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time and attainment do not matter
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Originally Posted by
WanderingIntrospection
I have been at times torn asunder during Shikantaza as a result of thoughts arising. A thought begins to arise, do I allow it to fully form (in the sense that once a single phoneme arises do I allow it to conclude in a unit of meaning, a word and/or then a sentence) and then let it go, or do I cut it off as it arises. Either way it involves some 'effort'.
Some of the thoughts are about this such topic, about seeing any thought including thoughts of attainment as empty.
There are times I simply use that ethereal sense of movement, our focus of awareness so to speak, to guide intension. Intension to simply not judge and let the thoughts drift away at either level (don't allow words to form and allow a word or a sentence to form but not develop further) but even then that wordless motion of letting go is empty, as it involves judgement.
A beast Shikantaza certainly is, simply sitting in peaceful abiding, a frustratingly difficult at times thing to do.
It is what it is, whatever it is... and it will continue to be whatever.
Gassho
Mark
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That seems like a lot of work to just sit [emoji1] For me, as soon as I bow before putting my hands in the zazen mudra, I let go of all that “trying” and “intention” and “expectation” of what I should do in case this or that arises or what zazen should be like. I just sit upright, back straight, breathe deeply and naturally, keep eyes open, stay awake and let go of thinking…
[emoji1374] SatToday