Does practice change what we need to be fulfilled human beings?
This may seem like a silly question since zazen is whole and complete. Sitting I am whole and complete, there is no need to become anything. At the same time, home alone today with a break from family matters and work (and watching people go by outside with my dog) ....it is clear the activities and connections that make life meaningful have not changed at all. ...and having meaning still matters. Everyone needs to feel like they contribute to society, and that our efforts are received by our fellow human beings in some way. We all need to engage in meaningful work. I don't know if Buddhist practice has lessened this at all... I don't think it has. It is possible to go on retreat, or decide to be solitary in the wilderness, and that is a certain choice, but so long as I am a social creature, this is what counts.
With daily zazen there is a deeper freedom or peace in the middle of all this, but I don't think it means becoming less intense.. less hot or cold, less fiery. There isn't a numb spot anywhere.
Does this question make sense? What is your experience? Thank you.
Gassho
hanging with the dog
Daizan
sat-today
Does practice change what we need to be fulfilled human beings?
My family knows and appreciates my practice. My daughter and my wife have given to me every item on my alter as gifts. From the two Buddhas to the items from Japan including my beautiful prayer bell, all have come from these two wonderful women. They encourage my practice with love and understanding no matter where it takes. I have expressed a desire to go through Jukai, and my wife and I discussed it as an individual decision. She will not make this decision, and to for that reason participation is entirely up to me. I love both women as my own life blood. My wife and I are partners, so what I decide, so long as it is not negative, is up to me, AND I will consult with Jundo all along the way allowing his advice and care. For this, my wife and daughter leave themselves out of the picture.. We are not controlling people. Elgwyn, sat today, Gassho.