SIT-A-LONG with Jundo - TO ALL SOLO PRACTITIONERS: Don't Be A Selfish Pratyeka-buddha

[Jundo]

http://blogwhatdesign.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/04/how-to-write-an-about-page0.jpg Many times I hear folks say that they want to practice on their own, and not join in a Buddhist Community, because doing so gets in the way of their own practicing and sitting. They say that other people or having a teacher are a distraction, take up "my" precious time, are not a benefit to "me".

Well, I say: Don't be a selfish sitter, a Pratyeka-buddha.

There is an obligation, a face of the Bodhisattva Vow and taking refuge in Sangha, to support the Practice of others and not to be a Pratyeka-buddha. Ours is a Path beyond one's personal needs and wants. It is not a matter simply about what "I" want, what "I" need to do or learn, staring into my own navel.


Pratyeka-buddha:

In Buddhism, one who attains enlightenment through his own efforts rather than by listening to the teachings of a buddha. The way of the self-enlightened buddha was criticized in Mahayana Buddhism, which rejects the path of self-enlightenment as too limiting and embraces the ideal of the Bodhisattva, who postpones final enlightenment to work for the rescue of others.

It is much like family and children, who we tend to and spend time with ... whether we selfishly always want to or not, and whether or not we would rather run away. Community activity is vital. Sure, there is a place for "time alone" (whether in my "man cave" in the house or my "Bodhidharma cave" in the mountains), but in the end we have a duty to the community ... and to ourself ... to help and be together.

Self and other are 'not two', and the community leaves us all stronger.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BtmA3qs8lJI

[Mp]

Wonderful Jundo ... practice and the sangha are not two, but one. Each supports the other equally. :)

Gassho
Shingen

[Joe]

Thank you Jundo. How can we be selfish if there is no self? :)

Gassho,
Joe

[Myosha]

Thank you,



Gassho,
Edward

[Kokuu]

Thank you, Jundo. I get the impression that some people are reluctant to commit to a sangha as something might be asked of them. In today's western society, people seem to be all about wanting freedom without wanting responsibility.

The daily quote from Tricycle seems pertinent:


"The way ‘spirituality’ is often used suggests that we exist solely as a collection of individuals, not as members of a religious community, and that religious life is merely a private journey. It is the religious expression of the ideology of free-market economics and of the radical 'disencumbered' individualism that idolizes the choice-making individual as the prime reality in the world."





-- Robert Bellah, “Future of Religion”


Gassho
Andy

[Heisoku]

Thank you Jundo for this reminder of the Bodhisattva Way.
Andy it seems to me that the free-market ideologies use choice-making individualism to ensure that any failure is reflected back onto said isolated individuals as poor decision-making rather than onto any inherent weakness in its system, particularly the concept of 'unfairness'.
The Bodhisattva Way obliges us to maintain our efforts on the practice of the way and through our practice open up the way to others, perhaps when they start to question the realities of the prevailing free-market concepts of what life is for. After all it was Joe Kennedy who said that in the end everybody does business with everyone else.

[Jiken]

Gassho,

Daido

[Nameless]

Thank you Jundo. A great reminder.

Gassho, John

[pinoybuddhist]

gassho1

Rafael

[Nengyo]

Thank you Jundo. I think this sums up my feelings on the subject (minus the strippers and drugs of course):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_h2RU2k4lnc

gassho1

[anzan]

Thanks Jundo. In my experience in sitting these many years, I am more committed in my sitting when in a group. Let's be honest, when sitting by one's self, if no one is watching it is easy to scratch your nose or go let the cat in the room. No one is watching. I could even sleep or cut my practice short today! Watch the last few episodes of Breaking Bad or a cool new video by Jundo. They have the same haircut! But when I am with a group (in person or online) I feel sense of responsibility to sit sincerely. I sit for myself, but I also sit for you. And you. And you too. Jundo said that a committed Buddhist does not consider himself higher than the rest, but lower. Lao Tzu said that rivers have power because they go low. Or was that Bruce Lee? Both probably. Well, as Sting so creepishly said, "I'll be watching you." I hope for your support as well. Thanks, Anzan

[Mp]

Thanks Jundo. In my experience in sitting these many years, I am more committed in my sitting when in a group. Let's be honest, when sitting by one's self, if no one is watching it is easy to scratch your nose or go let the cat in the room. No one is watching. I could even sleep or cut my practice short today! Watch the last few episodes of Breaking Bad or a cool new video by Jundo. They have the same haircut! But when I am with a group (in person or online) I feel sense of responsibility to sit sincerely. I sit for myself, but I also sit for you. And you. And you too. Jundo said that a committed Buddhist does not consider himself higher than the rest, but lower. Lao Tzu said that rivers have power because they go low. Or was that Bruce Lee? Both probably. Well, as Sting so creepishly said, "I'll be watching you." I hope for your support as well. Thanks, Anzan

Mmuuhhhhaaa we are watching you Anzan. :eek:

But you are right about that ... a great example of why the Sangha is such a wonderful part of our practice (both online and in person). :)

Gassho
Shingen

[Genshin]

Thank you Jundo.

Gassho
Matt

[Joyo]

yes, thank you for the reminder.

Gassho,
Treena

[Shokai]

Great advice Jumdo. Thank you for this teaching gassho2

[adrianbkelly]

Hi everyone,
I'm afraid I have been a selfish "buddha" & have been trying to sit on my own for a while now. Before finding Treeleaf I went through a very anti-religious phase; when all the Zen sex scandal stories were flying around earlier this year I reacted in the same way & wanted nothing to do with organised Zen at all. I stopped reading the forums or sitting the zazenkai & tried sitting on my own. Naturally, after a while I stopped sitting & found myself becoming increasingly selfish & irritable.

I've really missed the support of this wonderful Sangha & could't help but smile when I logged in & saw lot's of familiar, friendly faces (as well as lots of new ones!) If you'll have me back, I'd love to start sitting with you again!

_/\_
Ade

[kidbuda]

Thanks for the advice Jundo, it arrived just in the right time. :)

Gassho.

gassho2

[Risho]

Gassho

Risho

[Gen01]

Thanks for that Jundo!

[Nenka]

You know, Jundo, sometimes you say just the right thing at the right time.

Gassho

jen

[Jundo]

You know, Jundo, sometimes you say just the right thing at the right time.

Gassho

jen

And sometimes I say just the wrong thing at the wrong time. Ask my wife. [scared]

[Marcelo de Valnisio]

Thank you.

Gassho. gassho1

[Dosho]

Thank you Jundo.

Gassho,
Dosho

[Geika]

Thank you, Jundo. gassho1

[Marla567]

Thank you Jundo.

Before joining a group of people I try to think about, if I want to get something or if I want to give something. Because I heard the statement, that a bodhisattva goes out in the world to give whereas most people go out in the world to get something. Most of the time it is both - giving and getting. When I feel, that I only want other people to make me happy, it often turns out that they can't really do this.

Gassho
Shinka

[Yugen]

I've really missed the support of this wonderful Sangha & could't help but smile when I logged in & saw lot's of familiar, friendly faces (as well as lots of new ones!) If you'll have me back, I'd love to start sitting with you again!



Pull up a zafu and join us! It is our privilege to have you practicing with us! Thank you for your honest commentary. I too have had periods where I withdraw and want to sit alone. It allows me to "hide" and go to all sorts of peculiar places. When we sit together I feel all of your presence, and the practice belongs to all of us - we support one another. It has a nice feeling.

Deep bows
Yugen

[Kyonin]

So true.

I used to practice alone for many years and you spin all over until you settle with a Sangha.

Sharing practice with the community is super important.

Thanks for this teaching.

Gassho,

Kyonin

[Kaiku]

gassho1

[Ugrok]

Hello !

I am sad to say that i stopped going to my local zendo. It seems that right now it's too hard for me to sit with other people, I end up exhausted and completely tense and fearful. I know i should go beyond those feelings, i kinda feel guilty not doing so, but at the same time i am not practicing zazen to feel bad ; life is hard enough like it is, ahah. So what I do is practice zazen alone, and try to share zazen in other places, like in the aikido dojo where i feel good and can help and participate with others, helping and offering a kind, compassionate view of this martial art. Not a perfect solution, not even a good one, i guess, but I feel it's okay to do what one can. I'll try to get back to group practice someday...

Gassho,

Ugrok, sat today

[Jishin]

Hello,

I'm not sure if I practice alone when I hang with you. :)

Gassho, Jishin

#SatToday.

[Mp]

Not a perfect solution, not even a good one, i guess, but I feel it's okay to do what one can. I'll try to get back to group practice someday...

Hello Ogrok,

It is not about right or wrong, good or bad. It is about trying your best. Sometimes we walk this path and sometimes we walk the other path, yet still walking up the same mountain. If you are feeling uncomfortable sitting with your local group, then take a break. It is good to encourage ourselves to step outside our comfort zone once and awhile, but also take it easy too and don't push too hard.

Sometimes stepping back from a situation gives us a better view of the place we are actually meant to be. =)

Gassho
Shingen

Sat Today

[Yugen]

Ugrok,
We do the best we can with what we have on a particular day. It is important to practice with a Sangha, with a community, but if feelings of tension and fearfulness arise, it's important to examine these and try to understand their origins. Sitting in a zendo obviously will not be a joyous and willing activity if you are constantly tense.

So I have a question for you: what is the difference between the dojo and the Zendo? You feel good practicing aikido with others - Aikido is moving meditation - perhaps it's helpful to understand the different mental states in each?

My sensei tells me that when he is teaching kata he is really teaching students zen, but doesn't tell them that. Martial arts and zen are one - I think it is helpful to bring the same demeanor to the Zendo as to the dojo - one of openness, sharing, and lack of resistance.

It might be helpful to ask why it is that your feel differently in your Zendo than in Aikido practice.

By the way, Zazen is neat because in the act of breathing in and out we are uke and nage, giving and receiving with the breath. That can be pretty powerful in your practice. If I can help, please don't hesitate to PM.

Deep bows
Yugen


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[Ugrok]

Well, it's simple (but it also derails the thread... sorry) : in aikido, i totally forget myself and i just practice. I have to do so to interact correctly with my partner. The body sensations i have to work with are so rich and precise that i cannot think about something else. And it's made by two people rather than one, too. In aikido, I am forced to let go, somehow, because if not, i might harm or be harmed ! Roles are quite precise, the structure is there, i blend in it with no problem. And since i'm a bit more experienced now, i can help beginners find ways of doing things that they did not know they were able to do, which feels great. Thinking about it, and it really is very paradoxical, it is also because i have no choice at all that i feel free and joyous : the teacher offers a technique to work on, i don't have to think about what i'm doing, i just do it. I can't stand there and think about stuff : there is someone in front of me, there is something to be done, so, well, i do it. Don't know how to explain it clearly.

Sitting in the zendo, I constantly feel threatened and i constantly fear that i will disturb others and that i am gonna do something wrong. Only thing i want is get up and leave, while knowing that i should not and cannot and struggling not to do it. Maybe it also has to do about the people in the zendo, i don't know, this is the only one i tried ; but they are overly serious, and say new agey stuff and pretend to be great quiet beings, and that just makes me want to kill everybody, ahahah. In aikido everyone is relaxed and jokes and is smiling, mistakes are not a big deal.

Writing this allows me to understand that, maybe, it is the total freedom that scares me ? Since i'm alone in my head, i can create tons of problems and have no way of knowing how others perceive me, if i'm doing good or not, etc. I know this is precisely the thing to drop, but it seems, right now, that i feel more comfortable in an environment where i know what to do and how to do it. Practicing zazen alone is not as much of a problem for me.

Thanks for making me think about this

Gassho,

Ugrok, sat today

[Yugen]

Ugrok,
This is very helpful, thank you for your honesty.

It helps to isolate variables in your experience - it may be as simple as finding a Zendo whose style works for you - I too struggle with Sanghas where people take themselves very seriously .... Is there another sitting group or Zendo near you that you can try? It would be interesting to see if you have the same reaction.

Another possibility is to try sitting with Treeleafers online? Perhaps that environment will help you feel more at ease.... You will be sitting in your own physical space and with others at the same time.

It sounds as if you are accepted the way you are in your aikido practice. It is important to practice in a place where you feel comfortable.

Just a couple of ideas - I wish for your practice to be light and joyful - while we deal with suffering as a fact of life that doesn't mean we have to suffer in doing so! Patience and joy are available to us every moment.

Deep bows
Yugen


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[Ugrok]

Thanks a lot Yugen. I'll try sitting online with folks from here. We will see.

[Cumminjd]

Just watched this teaching (slowly re-watching all the teachings, almost like audiobooks :) ) I for one would not still be practicing without the support of this Sangha. Even when there are large periods of inactivity, mainly when at college. Even when sitting on +google, I know we are always sitting together. This Sangha has helped me through some of the toughest parts of my life. And i know the same is true for others. Thank you all very much,

Feeling extra grateful for this Sangha

James,
Sat Today!

[Theophan]

Jundo,
Thank you.
I am so grateful to be accepted into our sangha.
I will certainly support the sangha as best I can.

Gassho
Theophan
Sat Today

[FabianS]

Jundo and everyone,
we have a place here, where I just call myself at home. I'm grateful for being accepted here and for the teachings, reminders and much more that help me very much with practise and daily life!

Gassho, Fabian
#SATTODAY

[Rich]

When your "l" feels threatened just sit with that.
Sat today

[Tai Shi]

I too am feeling accepted by folks willing to reach out. I am happy to have a place to practice. The closest Zendo is 200 miles away from Sioux Falls. I have heard that occasionally monks come the Twin Cities, and I receive so much help here. We have a great place to practice here.

[Tai Shi]

Elgwyn
sat today
Gassho
_/|\_

[charst46]

Jundo,

As always, Gassho! I still sit with the group, just do not comment. The daily sittings I do are not by myself but are also with the sangha; the sangha is a source of energy and support. Gassho to the sangha.

[Jundo]

Hi Char,

Thank you for the greetings. Peace to you.

Gassho, Jundo

[Tai Shi]

I am willing to practice and sit with a group, but two things seem to cause me difficulty--first, I'm not sure of the conversion factors between when a group meets, and my time--Central time USA, here in the Midwest; second, I'm not sure of the protocol in asking to sit with a group--yes, I would very much like to sit with others, just not coordinating my efforts with specific groups in the Sangha, with Treeleaf members through hangout, Thank you

Elgwyn and willing
Gassho
sat today
_/\_

[Meishin]

Hi,

It's impossible to sit alone.

Gassho
Meishin
Sat today

[Mp]

Hi,

It's impossible to sit alone.

Gassho
Meishin
Sat today
When we sit, the whole universe is sitting. =)

Gassho
Shingen

Sattoday

[Tai Shi]

Yes last evening I tried to join a group sitting, and I was not successful.

[Tai Shi]

Maybe I just not familiar with Google, and I will keep trying to sit with people. Elgwyn, Gassho

[Tai Shi]

Dear Sangha

I am going to sit tonight woth the 1 1: 00 Eastern Time group, and it will be 10:00 Central Time for me. It might be helpful to receive an email link to enter the group. This would be easier for me. Nevertheless I will attempt to follow directions I am given. Please explain if I enter through the Web site or through Google plus. Then I should have no problem. Thank you so very much.

Elgwyn
Gassho

[Shugen]

Dear Sangha

I am going to sit tonight woth the 1 1: 00 Eastern Time group, and it will be 10:00 Central Time for me. It might be helpful to receive an email link to enter the group. This would be easier for me. Nevertheless I will attempt to follow directions I am given. Please explain if I enter through the Web site or through Google plus. Then I should have no problem. Thank you so very much.

Elgwyn
Gassho

Hi Elgwyn,

You should be able to access the sit through Google Plus. Just look for the blue "Join Hangout" button! Good Luck!

Gassho,

Shugen

#sattoday


Shugen

[broahes]

I have spent the past ten years practicing and studying alone, yet not. When I was ready to commit myself fully here you all are. The feeling that I have been sitting with you all this entire time is strong. I thank each of you. Much of my Zazen is done is done in nature, away from the computer screen. I would like to join in on some of the daily and or weekly sittings.

My problem is getting into a routine of coming back indoors. Has anyone else ever faced this issue? Any suggestions? Is it possible to join in the hangout sessions via my phone?

Gassho,
Brooks sat today.

[Shugen]

Hi Brooks,

You may have to download the Google Plus Hangout App to join from your phone. You will not be able to start a hangout but you will be able to join one.

Gassho,

Shugen

#sattoday


Shugen
明道 修眼
As a priest in training, please assume I don't really know what I'm talking about....[emoji3]

[broahes]

Hi Shugen,

I have now downloaded it to my phone. Thank you for the info.

Gassho,
Brooks

[Byokan]

Thank you Jundo gassho2

This speaks right to my heart. I sat "alone" for 35 years, although now, as others have said, I realize I was never alone. Working long hours at my former career, and, in truth, just too shy to go to a zen center (even though I wanted to, really), and also being wary of "guru's", I kept saying, maybe next year. Then, just about the time I moved to the middle of nowhere here in the pines, I realized that practice was incomplete without Sangha. Out of nowhere in a crazy coincidence Treeleaf and Jundo dropped into my life. There are no words to fully express my gratitude to you all, this beautiful Sangha, and our dear Teacher(s).

[grouphug]

Gassho
Lisa
sat today

[Jika]

gassho1

[Tai Shi]

I am very happy! Last night I was able to find and follow the Zazenkai from South Dakota--as it was happening--I was able to learn more about walking meditation, and I completed the 1 1/2 hour session. This gives me hope for the coming retreat.

Elgwyn
sat today
Gassho

[Byokan]

I am very happy! Last night I was able to find and follow the Zazenkai from South Dakota--as it was happening--I was able to learn more about walking meditation, and I completed the 1 1/2 hour session. This gives me hope for the coming retreat.

Elgwyn
sat today
Gassho

Elgwyn,

that's wonderful to hear, I'm happy with you! :)

Always sitting together,

Gassho
Lisa
sat today