Hi guys,

I'd feel like I'm doing this place a disservice by running away and never asking about something that's very much a 800 pound gorilla to me. "not knowing", "I don't know" is a really really uncomfortable feeling, state of mind, whatever it "is", it doesn't sit well. I feel a urge to satiate the not knowing as fast as possible, reestablish a comfort zone asap and grab onto something so I "know". Should I sit with the not knowing?

Cheers,
Greg