ok, i should know better than to post this -- and it is not about busting will out of china, or wherever he is now -- and it is not about free willy, which is an entirely other matter -- it is about this:

i have enough moments now where i see, when sitting and at other times, that there is no bob/roky/self -- but what is it that makes those zillion decisions every moment? -- like, to drop that thought, or to ? -- just a bunch of patterns, habits, in the cerebral cortex -- depressing -- or what suzuki called "big mind"?? -- what recognizes that there is no self?