For what? I don't know. From a very young age, I've had this thing about sunsets. I HAVE to stop whatever I'm doing and just stare.
Tonight there was a beautiful sunset that I viewed while sweeping floors. I think everyone can relate to the physical beauty of a sunset, but what about beyond that? Does anyone else feel a pull, almost like gravity?
Is this some type of attachment of mine? I don't know. When I view a sunset, even on a very happy day, there's something so...heartbreaking about it, like I'm watching someone I love very deeply walk away from me. But it's deeper than that. There's joy in it too, and a feeling of peace. It's basically a huge, mixed bag of longing and other stuff that I just don't understand.
Is this something I need to let go of?