"Wide Open Spaces
We can talk about ďonenessĒ until the cows come home. But how do we actually separate ourselves from others? How? The pride out of which anger is born is what separates us. And the solution is a practice in which we experience this separating emotion as a definite bodily state. When we do, A Bigger Container is created.
What is created, what grows, is the amount of life I can hold without it upsetting me, dominating me. At first this space is quite restricted, then itís a bit bigger, and then itís bigger still. It need never cease to grow. And the enlightened state is that enormous and compassionate space. But as long as we live we find there is a limit to our containerís size and it is at that point that we must practice. And how do we know where this cut-off point is? We are at that point when we feel any degree of upset, of anger. Itís no mystery at all. And the strength of our practice is how big that container gets. . . . This practice of making A Bigger Container is essentially spiritual because it is essentially nothing at all. A Bigger Container isnít a thing; awareness is not a thing. . . . "
-Charlotte Joko Beck, Everyday Zen
My container appears to be kind of leaky these days, absolutely everthing's getting on my nerves!
Back to the cushion!