Originally Posted by
Jundo
I recently wrote this about how folks at the Lay Zen Teachers Association [LZTA], an organization looking to find the place of lay teachers in a world of "homeleaving" priests ... yet "homeleaving" priests who, these days, in Japan and America, typically have homes, spouses and kids! It is a little hard to pierce, perhaps, because it is based on Dogen's own brand of "Dogenlogic" ... in which x and y can be very different perhaps, but fully each purely itself and purely each other too.
Dogen might say that "monks" are not "lay folks", and they are not the same ... but neither are "lay folks" just "lay folks" if they have the hearts of "monks". Lay folks with the hearts of monks are precisely monks, precisely Buddhas. gassho1
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Traditionally, in India, China, Japan and the other Buddhist countries of Asia, one was expected to leave one’s home and family behind in order to begin the necessary training and practice of an “apprentice”. Thus, the ancient ceremony of ordination in Buddhism became known as Shukke Tokudo, “Leaving Home to Take the Way”. Now, in modern Japan and in the West, one of the great changes in the nature of Buddhist clergy has been that most of us function more as “ministers” than “monks”, with family and children, often with outside jobs as “Right Livelihood” supporting us, while ministering to a community of parishioners. This, in keeping with changes in cultures and society, has done much to bring Buddhism out from behind monastery walls. While, now, we may be living in a monastic setting for periods of weeks or months (and thus can be called “monks” during such times), we then return to the world beyond monastery walls, where these teachings have such relevance for helping people in this ordinary life. We are not bound by monastery walls, dropping all barriers separating "inside" from "out". Thus, the term “leaving home” has come to have a wider meaning, of “leaving behind” greed, anger, ignorance, the harmful emotions and attachments that fuel so much of this world, in order to find the “True Home” we all share. In such way, we find that Home that can never be left, take to the Way that cannot be taken.
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Please understand: Most of you [in the LZTA] come from Lineages that make some clear distinction between "Lay Teachers" and "Priest Teachers". I honor, respect and celebrate the interpretations, ways and Traditions of your respective Lineages. Some may think that one needs to be either a "Lay Teacher" or a "Priest Teacher", A or B, and there is no transcending ground ... much as one cannot be "a little bit pregnant". Thus, you may think that, in our Lineage, since we are so called "Homeleaving" Priests we cannot also be "Lay Teachers". Or, perhaps you might think that if someone is "61%" a priest, then that means they must be only "39% Lay". I understand how someone would jump to such categories and conclusions based on their personal views ...
... But if you hold to such a view about our Lineage, you fail to honor, respect and celebrate how our Lineage sees our ways and Traditions (new and old). We are 100% Lay Teachers, no different than any one of you except as all people are a bit different. We are 100% Homeleaving Priests too. It is much the same as saying that I am a man and an American and a human being all at once, each 100%.
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If I may offer, in our Lineage we are not some "combination of lay/priest". Some of this may arise from Soto Zen view of "fully exerting". When I am lay, I am fully that. When we are priests, we are fully that. Likewise, if lay/priest we are fully that ... nothing remaining. Thus I can honestly say that we are exclusively lay with not a drop of priest. [We are exclusively priest without a drop of lay too].
It is a bit like saying that, when I am a father playing with my children at home ... I am fully there and that, for there is nothing else. I am not a worker in an office ... not a drop. When I am working, I am not anywhere else or doing something else ... just that, my home left behind. Sometimes in the office, I may look at a photo of my kids or give them a call to resolve some crisis at home ... fully at home and away at once. Yet, when I am back at home with my kids ... that is all there is, the "away from home" dropped thoroughly away. So it is when I am fully present on the Zafu, fully placing my all in a chanting of the Heart Sutra.
I am not some "combination of father/worker/priest" ... but thoroughly father, thoroughly worker, thoroughly father-worker, thoroughly priest, thoroughly father/worker/priest. When at home, there is no other place to be ... when leaving home, there is no other place to be ... when home and away at once, there is no other place to be ... all our True Home where there is neither father nor worker, male or female, priest or lay ... yet each and all thoroughly fully exerting with nothing remaining.
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It is precisely the same as all (I assume) members of the AZTA, LZTA and SZBA have chosen to ignore and toss into Emptiness the just as traditional distinctions [maintained for thousands of years] of male and female among us. When you'all decide to bring back the "Backseat on the Buddha Bus" for the ladies ... nuns having to keep their mouths shut when a male priest of even lesser years has something to say ... then we will bring back the distinction between Lay Teachers and Priest Teachers. Same with the non-distinction made (at least by those in the Japanese Lineages) between we Priests of the Mahayana Bodhisattva Precepts and those ... sans spouse and kids and mortgages ... of the Full Vinaya. We are Gone Gone Gone Beyond all that! The Buddha may have said that there were the Four Categories of Bhikkhu, Bhikkhuni, Upasaka and Upasika ... and he may have said that the lines would become blurred only in the Age of Mappo ... but let's just chalk that up as one more of his "didn't really mean it when he said it" Teachings (there are so many of those) ... not the Supreme Teaching.
But if you ask us if we are "Neither Priest nor Layperson" (as Shinran put it), I will say that that is simply not the case at all. We are each Priest, We are each Layperson with spouse and kids, we are each man and each woman through and through.
In fact, so it is with gay and straight, sexing and celibate, home leaving "monk" in a monastery, "home-leaver" in One's True Home even at home, saint and sinner, Buddha and deluded sentient being. We have and are each and all of that when we act like any of that ... Buddhas when one acts in realization of Buddha, deluded being when one acts with delusion. "Monk" at those times when living celibate in a monastery, "priest" anywhere in the eight directions of space and time. Often we move from one role to the other.
Gassho, Jundo
Note: The LZTA eventually turned me down for membership, saying that I was too priesty because I was a "Homeleaving" Ordained Priest, and could not be both at once in their eyes. Oh well. [scared]