After putting my 4 month old to bed after some lengthy, banshee-esque screaming I was finally able to sit. I approached my cushion with whew-now-I-can-relax-and-find-Vairocana
Just to clarify, those essays were not written by Muho but by somebody called Brendan (Dairoba), who apparently studied at Antaiji.
Thank you all for your answers!
I think I'll try the caffeine-approach (maybe a pine-sound-boiled-tea would be nice?) and look for something ponchoesque...
Well, mine too - the whole two months here
And a bit of French, of course.
I have tried sitting in the morning and before bed, but I had the same problem of falling asleep so now sit in my car on my lunch break. It is one the