Thank you everyone and it was good to see you again Taikyo (Doreen says Hi)
TaiShi, as four members have now said, there is no way you are out, you are living Ango and Jukai. Be gentle with yourself.
The high incidence of suicide was the one thing that caught my attention when I first entered the Funeral industry twenty-seven years ago. It's always
Someone who knows more than me can correct me here, but it sounds to me like you are living Ango and the Precepts every moment, Tai Shi. How could you