I understand what you are saying. With the way I was raised I had some things I carried with me from childhood for a long time before I started Zazen
Well, I met up with Jundo and Leon this morning in my hometown of Chicago. We had a delicious brunch and then spent the day checking out the Art Institute
I would also like to begin sewing a kesa with your permission. Like Kokuu I thought it was for an unsui.