I guess it's part of practice too, having people say "no thanks" when one offers service. I just keep putting it out there and holding on to
Sometimes when I sit a parade of stupid things I've said and done in the previous 24-hours marches through. I follow the parade
Thank you very much
Taken with salt: It's mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.
Hope healing helps. Metta.
No suffering, no cause of suffering, no cessation of suffering and no path to the cessation of suffering. It's only suffering if it is suffering.