Wonderful thread to reappear.
Here for you my friend. Glad you spoke up.
Its all being said, just also wanted to wish you all the best Washu,
take care & Gassho
We call them "Bochas".
I didn't know the origin was Italian. It used to be very common here among the elders.
Washu, we are always here for you. May you be able to get some professional help. I am getting help from a professional counsellor right now. It was made